i wish.

my feelings are true
whether we end up together or not
chemistry is crucial
but is the rest of it not?

i wish we weren't so different
i wish you wanted kids
i wish coming up with baby names
was as fun as picking out cribs.
i wish you loved dogs
and saw the magic in their eyes
i wish you didn't sneeze around them
causing tearful goodbyes.
i wish you loved the sun
shining on your face
i wish you loved the outdoors
just as much as any indoor place.
i wish you loved to roam the world
like the gypsy i am
i wish you could pick up and go anywhere with me
on a carefree whim.
i wish you weren't stuck
in boring oc
much more to my taste
is santorini.
i wish i thought of all this
before i fell in love with you
because now i've no idea
what i'm supposed to do.