Sunday, December 14, 2008

i spend too much time.

i spend too much time trying to love other people and not myself.
i spend too much time trying to be happy around others but not by myself.
i spend too much time co-existing but not existing.
i spend too much time thinking of what i don't have not what i have.
i spend too much time thinking of the glass being half empty and not the fact that there's water at all.
i spend too much time thinking of what's without rather than within.

attitude is everything. so is taking action once you achieve that new attitude.

the best part of a break up is realizing people are put in your lives for you to learn something about yourself and life. you don't really lose anyone. you don't really waste your time. every wrong relationship prepares you for the right one. life to me is about learning, it's about experiences. and here another chapter ends, as one begins.

here's to new beginnings, as the beginning of a new year unfolds.

thank you d for letting me go.

2 comments:

The Dark Man said...

Letting you go?

Woman, I had to shove you out the door kicking and screaming.

"Letting you go" implies that I was somehow holding you back. I'm afraid you were the one doing that to yourself. Once you understand that all of the problems in our relationship came from your head (as your 180 degree reversals every time we broke up would clearly indicate), then maybe you can start healing.

If you blame me for having held you back or whatever... You're not on the road to recovery.

Good luck.
I honestly hope you work these issues out. You're a beautiful person, you just need to stop sabotaging yourself.

Don't worry, this will be the last time I read your blog.
-D

Tigeress said...

I love the new begining picture. I'm gald you are starting over. There's always hope for new love. When one door closes another one opens. Just be positive and try to work out your issues. Once that's done u'll be a better person and find the right one.